My mom absouletly hates me! She always yell at me and never trusts me with anything. I try to talk to my mom about how I feel but she just tells me to go away. She's always with the dogs, or spending time with my dad or nephews but never me. I write my feelings down in poems and stories, and I even make to do lists so I don't forget what my main goals are with my mom.I love her but sometimes it feels like she absouletly despites me. She always yells at me and calles me annoying and unresponsible. She says that I'm smart one moment and then the next second she's yelling and cursing at me. I always go upstairs to talk to my dog but she always yells at me to come back down. One day she even told me to pack up my stuff and get out. I ran away 2 times last month because of this. She "looked" for me for 1 hour and then gave up. How hard is it to to find someone at their favorite place, the park!!! This proves she doesn't pay attention to me. HSe even accuses me of breaking her stuff. Please give me advice on what to do because I'm flat out of ideas. :(