in response to the comment about ed being a megachurch paster and it being hard to reconcile.... not sure if you are from michigan, or the grand rapids area, but although calvery church where he used to be a pastor at has alot of attendees... and is very large, i, growing up there and now being an adult having some personal issues with said 'megachurches'. would not consider calvery to be a 'megachurch' in the sense that the word gives off to alot of people when first said. check the church out, or mars hill bible where ed speaks sometimes.... and is also considered a megachurch, but i dont believe fits in the catagory either.