Everyone,
My childhood was a horror movie and half of my adult life I didn't know that this thing I would do was from depression and anxiety. I was molested for ten years and had a drunk mother. My feeling of death sadness and wanting to avoid people was a everyday drug. I would feel that it wasn't normal if wasn't able to cry and feel sorry for me being alive. After dealing with never being able to have a baby that the dirty little medical condition came out at work home everywhere and there was no more hiding it. There was help for me and talking it out and taking meds can and will help. Please don't until your are not in control. God Bless