I don't want an online degree.

Sounds like another white man with guilt that was probably brought on to him by the left wing nutters.

If you work hard to obtain a goal be it financial or other why would your disapprove yourself?

Charities...hmm time and time again they are money pits for crooks who misappropriate the money given.

Id say get a good shrink a hot wife and keep the money.

Or move to a third world hell hole and realize you just gave away a lifetimes worth of good hard earned fortune.