It was twenty-two years ago today that the Space Shuttle Challenger was launched for the last time. It exploded less than two minutes into the flight. The Texas Space Grant Consortium has a rundown on what happened that day, with an explanation on what went wrong. Link -via Fark
Aboard were commander Francis R. (Dick) Scobee, pilot Michael J. Smith, mission specialist Judith A. Resnik, mission specialist Ronald E. McNair, mission specialist Ellison S. Onizuka, payload specialist Gregory B. Jarvis, and teacher-in-space Sharon Christa McAuliffe. You’ll find more on each crew member at NASA. Link
If you are old enough to remember, tell us where you were when you heard the news that day.
I don't remember much about our reaction (we were, of course, shocked and sad, but I don't know that anybody cried) or how my teacher handled it.
Quotron would scroll important market news at the top and suddenly "Space Shuttle Challenger has exploded after take-off" came across the top of the screen. All around the office you could hear, "sh*t" and other expletives.
Then immediately the guys began to talk about what stocks to dump. Make profit, or at least minimize loss.
That was when I became certain that job wasn't for me. My initial response to such a major tragedy just wasn't brokerly enough. My clients would always be behind the curve due to my responses or lack thereof.
In 1986, I was out of college, in NYC, looking for work. It was exciting to follow the story for all those months -- watching Christa make the final "cut", and seeing glimpses of her and my hometown on TV.
I was looking forward to watching the launch live. But the launch was delayed for several days, and -- as luck would have it -- I started a new job on the very day of the actual launch.
It came over the radio playing at work. At that moment (and for many weeks to come), I had a profound connection with my hometown -- one that I had shaken the dust from many years ago -- and I longed to be back there.
I called my mother, then a teaching assistant in the Concord NH public school system (elementary school), about 5 minutes after it happened. In retrospect, I'm amazed that I was able to talk to her. She was flustered and obviously had her hands full; I could her schoolchildren crying in the background. So we didn't talk for long.
It was difficult for me that day, being the "new guy" at the office. Everyone was talking about what had happened. And I wanted to chime in with "Hey, *I'm* from Concord. *I* knew Christa McAuliffe." But, for some reason, I just kept it all to myself.
I agree with Chad--it was one of my first "where were you when..." moments, second only to when Reagan was shot.
But when my father came home from work that night, I ran to great him at the door, stood in front of him and announced, in my most serious voice. "Spaceship go boom. All dead."
I don't remember this of course-- but my mother does, and it still chokes her up to tell the story.
On the afternoon of the launch, we had an inside recess due to the weather, but they did not broadcast the Challenger on TV's or the PA system. We just sat playing and running around the classroom - oblivious to everything but toys and games. I was showing off my new Batmobile toy that I got and brought for show and tell when all of a sudden our teacher showed up and the news went around class that the shuttle had exploded. My audience of a couple of kids split and joined the others in the middle of the room - circling around Mrs. Barrett. I watched from the corner and eventually followed.
I still have this surreal image in my mind of this old solemn-faced lady standing larger than life amongst a sea of second graders all chanting and barking, 'The Challenger blew up! The Challenger blew up!'
I currently teach English at the secondary leve and prior to reading Hamlet, the curriculum had us read about the circumstances surrounding the Challenger tragedy. The point was to illustrate the process of making decisions and the factors that lend themselves to tragedy. It was quite the old man moment for me to sit their before a bunch of 16 and 17 year olds and reflect with the "I remember where I was when . . . " story were all talking about.
It makes me wonder what my kids' "where were you when . . ." will be? How tragic will it be and to what degree will it affect their lives. Will I be around to comfort them, or if I'm still around, will they have to comfort me? Anyway, I'm going off the deep end here so I'll stop.
Bye
We watched the shuttle take off, burst into flames and my mother and grandmother in shock, sending me off to school with the words "what a shame" repeating over and over in my head. I was pretty much numb for the rest of the day because I couldn't even fathom how a teacher could just die like that. It was really sad.
It seems I was a very cold hearted 7th grader.
One more sad memory of the 80's for me.
Then it happened.
The main news events I can think of right now for while I was in grade school were Mt St. Helens erruption, Challenger explosion and Desert Shield/Desert Storm. where were you when....
Fast-forward four years, and I had become a NASA employee myself. One of my assignments was cataloging the archives of flight 51-L (NASA's designation for the final Challenger mission), including documents, still and motion photography, and telemetry data. It was an emotional and stressful -- not to mention highly politically charged -- job. Although declassified, and subject to Freedom of Information Act requests, many of the documents were considered too shocking or embarrassing for public consumption and there were many within the Agency trying to control access. I only lasted about two years in that job.
Tell! Tell!
I used to suspect that there had been political pressure from the White House to get the shuttle into the air that day in spite of potential risks. Reagan was giving his State of the Union address that night. Certainly he would have loved to make references to "our brave astronauts orbiting the globe" and the first teacher in space.
And obviously NASA would want to keep the White House happy, considering the budget process. But that's simply too cynical an explanation to be true, isn't it?
As it was, Reagan had to postpone the SOTU, and had to talk about their sacrifice.
We all looked at our teacher but she still didn't say a word. She turned off the TV and sent us outside to play.
Later that day the super-Christian lunch lady, who was visibly upset by the whole thing, told me that "if God had of intended man to fly He would have given him wings...wh never should have gone up there in the first place". This made me mad, and I told her that if everyone was like her we would have all still been living in caves. She was never nice to me again after that.
We had JUST got cable that week, so this was my first experience with a major news event across all the major networks, CNN other outlets and everything else. And they played that explosion over and over and over and over and over...
Chilling then, chilling now
What was most telling after the tragedy was how removed from reality the NASA administration had become. They had figured teh odds of catastrophic failure were tens of thousands to 1. Richard Feynman later estimated them to be closer to 1 in 100. Well, we've had 120 shuttle flights and blown up 2 of them, so Feynman's estimate was pretty good, perhaps even a tad optimistic. Even if the basic technology is dated, it is still a very complicated system, with many paths to catastrophy.
I say this not to diminish the work the brave men and women do who fly on it, but to question NASA arrogance -- AGAIN putting random schoolteachers (& Sen. Glenn) into space on publicity stunts intended solely to secure more public enthusiasm (i.e. congressional budget support for NASA). There shouldn't be anyone on the missions who really isn't *needed* for mission success. Sooner or later, they'll knock off another gradeschool teacher ... Let there be no doubts. Spaceflight was and remains very risky business.
When the explosion happened, many of us looked to her for some explanation, but she could only sob softly and shake her head. I learned a lot about being human and fragile that day.
That was the last group I taught where even the freshmen had been alive when we'd last walked on the moon.
'Old enough to remember'? Now that hurts.
I was in junior high when it happened. We watched the entire thing unfold on a TV screen. We were allowed to watch in our classrooms because a teacher had been chosen to go on the space shuttle.
I was in 4th grade. Couldn't believe it. You could see the smoke in the sky all the way up in Jax.
I was standing in the library, next to Mr. Markel, watching the television, when it exploded. Mr. Markel ran from the room crying.
Then in my math class immediately after I remember our teacher - who was near retirement - beginning to cry over the news. And a bunch of kids who sat in front of me cracking rude jokes and laughing about it. I remember being so angry at them but just sitting there silently.
It's always thrilling when they do the countdown, and the television coverage was so beautiful. Then things went horribly wrong, and the cameras caught the terrible explosion and breakup.
Very moving, but I remember my immediate concern was for all the children watching. The fact that a teacher was onboard was so hyped and publicized, I knew that hundreds of thousands of children had just been traumatized.
Living in Florida, we watched the shuttles launch all the time, so something like that was just so scary and wierd. My mom took a picture of the TV that day... that burned in your brain Y-shaped smoke trail.
My grandparents had been to visit us and flew out of town that day. They were actually in the air when it happened, and if I remember correctly, could see it from their aircraft. I do remember them telling us that there was a priest or minister on the plane who led everyone in prayer. I guess they must have made some sort of announcement over the speakers.
Every time I watch a shuttle launch, I hold my breath and pray that this never happens again.
I don't remember anything of the rest of the day. Mom says I was pretty much blank in school.
We were all gathered around a little black and white TV with a coat hanger ariel, in the production manager's office, watching the launch.
They let us off early from work. My bus wouldn't come for hours so I walked the 6 miles home.
I'll never forget how cold it felt that day in the South-East.
They should never have launched.
I was sitting in a coffee shop having a mug of joe 'cause it was freezing outside. They had the TV on with the coverage of the launch and most people weren't paying any attention since by '86 shuttle missions had become so common place.
I just remember hearing one of the waitresses say "Oh my God, I think the shuttle just blew up!" and I looked up to see that huge balloon looking cloud with the two propulsion rockets doing their own thing.
Everybody immediately started paying attention to what was going on and you could have heard a pin drop in the joint.
I must have been there for two hours getting as much information as I could before leaving and I just remember walking around in a daze after that.
I found a mission pin at a flea market in 1996 and I have had it on my bulletin board ever since.
I remember having the same lost feelings when I heard about the Columbia disaster five years ago.
"What happened? Did the SPACE SHUTTLE blow up or somethin'?!"
I took a break to watch it.
It really bothered me how much the tv feed kept cutting to the faces of all the people there, especially some of the family. I know you can only show the plume so much, but still...
(My first "where were you" momemt was when Elvis died: playing w/ Evel Knievel action figure and his Winnebago)
We were in the middle of some silly little piece, when Sister Mary Whatshername came on the PA and asked everyone to pray for the astronauts and their families. My teacher got a weird expression and said that perhaps we ought to return to our classrooms.
I crossed the parking lot to my building, and entered the hallway. The thing that I remember to this day is the *silence*. I mean, when have you EVER been in a school that did not have some kind of ambient noises?
I stood in the hallway, which was echoing only with the faint sounds of televisions playing in every classroom.
I ended the call as soon as I could do so politely. I was annoyed-didn't she have more sense than to believe a wild story like that? Yes, an awful lot of us had that level of trust in NASA. As a friend said, that day "we all lost our virginity in space travel."
So I turned on the tv and left it on CNN for hours. I didn't go to work that day(an animal hospital) but a coworker was in the darkroom developing an xray when she heard others talkign about it. She knew it was something awful but couldn't make out the words till she came out.
We'd being renovating and my stronest memory is of weeping, staring at the tv with a tray of drywall compound in my hands. And some poor man, I forget who, a relative of one of the astronauts. They kept showing him crying till he drooled.
When my husband came home we watched it all over again. He'd known the basic facts but couldnt learn any more while at work.
Less than 2 weeks later I met the friend I quoted above. Christa McAuliffe's cousin was her landlord.
As far as old enough to remember goes, I was in first grade when JFK was killed. I remember a lot less of that, but it's in my memory too.
We missed seeing the launch, but I will never forget the elderly janitor poking his head in the door, wearing a very out-of-place wide grin, for some reason, telling us simply "that space shuttle exploded." Our teacher, who was very neurotic and on one memorable occasion spent an entire afternoon pacing the classroom and telling us that Qaddaffi was going to bring about WWIII, turned on the news and we watched the reports for the rest of the school day. Then I went home and watched them on TV there, too, morbidly fascinated and horrified.
That afternoon when I went to pick my son up from daycare, his sitter was still crying. It was a very traumatic and sad day.
My son is 22 this year. And I am still sorry for the loss of so much of America's technology and engineering prowess. The decision to launch in the cold weather was a horrible case of management over riding engineering's better sense - and it has been the problem with so much of our economy.
We'd totally forgotten there was a launch that day until my friend Kirk came running over with the news, "The space shuttle blew up!" "What? No way!" Then we turned on the TV and saw the replay. A few days later, we were in Florida and took a tour of Kennedy Space Center, but of course it was a very abbreviated tour.
A couple years later I found out that my cousin, a long-time NASA contractor, was working in launch control that day. A very rough day, I imagine.
had the day off. We did not have cable, so my husband stood there fiddling with the rabbit ears- the first thing we heard was "Challenger, go for throttle up" from the space center- we got the picture tuned just in time to see the shuttle explode....I remember getting angry when they just kept showing the Y in the sky over and over and over......
A seldom-used corridor in the JSC visitor center museum was typically cordoned off for the press room during missions; it was nearly deserted at the time (although the big local stations and networks had their own private trailers), but I remember the European Broadcast Union coordinator, a normally cheerful woman named Barbara Joy, crying. Later in the day NASA staff closed off the rest of the building to the public and began setting up tables and phone lines for the media circus that was to follow.
A couple of days later, I provided commentary for the Dial-a-Shuttle coverage of the memorial service. I've never listened to my recording of that.
By the way, it's also 41 years since the Apollo 1 launch pad fire (January 27, 1967) that took the lives of astronauts Gus Grissom, Ed White and Roger Chaffee; and Friday February 1 will be 5 years since the Columbia disaster. This is not a happy time of year for the space program.
the reality of death simultaneously sinking into a room full of primary school students. undeniably one of those "i just grew up a little" moments.
He came to class that day and told us the Challenger exploded. Needless to say, NO ONE believed him. The instructor showed up, held class, and when we were dismissed, I went back to my apartment and turned on the news. I remember how heart breaking it was to watch. I skipped the rest of my classes that day.
Talk about the ultimate "Boy who cried wolf" story.
We all did the big count down, like a room of middleschoolers would do, then...wow.
The teacher said that everyone should go on to their next class.
As the disaster unfolded, the NASA personnel and visitors clustered in the lobby where I was gasped in shock and disbelief and a soft sobbing began. The rest of the day was a daze, and I and the people around me probably only again felt like that on the morning of 11 September 2001.
Although I never pursued an astronaut career, I thought space travel was cool then, and I think it's cool now. I'd go up if I had the chance, just as I would have before Challenger.
So I missed seeing the event in "real time." Oddly enough, I DID manage to catch (on TV) Mike Tyson biting off Evander Holyfield's ear, and the 9-11 attacks on the WTC as they happened. I'm not a sports fan, nor do I watch daytime TV; in the first instance a friend dragged me to another friend's apartment to watch the big fight; in the second instance, I had an off-day from work and turned on the TV in order to copy a video --- and there was the WTC with smoke pouring from one tower. By the end of the day, I'd donated blood and convinced my then-fiancee (who was too scared to donate) to do likewise. We were both very proud of her, and she has donated regularly since.
//It's great to read all of Neatorama readers' recollections of the event sad as it was. Great post, Miss C!
I was in the air on a local training sortie on the east coast at the time. Command post recalled us: had us immediately land.
I rushed home grabbed a bag, and back to an airplane diverting to provide transport for recovery/rescue/investigation I had no details at the time and never did see a news broadcast till later in the week.
I had looked into the requirements of being a shuttle crew member a while before that. It hit home.
But for the grace of God...
First time we knew anything was wrong is when she said, to herself, "that wasn't supposed to happen."
You all know the rest.